Gay(?) life in work

With each passing day at work, I feel more uncomfortable as I let myself seep into the un-reality I created for myself. The denial that I’m not gay. I’m sure they all suspect, but they did not ask, hence I never admit. When they bitch about the 2 other AJs in the company, I sit [...]

Posted at 9:01 pm on December 28, 2009 | leave a comment | Filed Under: Are you what I think you are? | Tagged: , , | read on

Just like any other day

I have become a degraded anti-social person. No clubbing, no partying. I was so looking forward to Christmas and I imagined I’d be having so much fun. But no, I merely slept the whole night and the next morning away. I didn’t receive many Christmas greetings, and none have I sent out. It feels so [...]

Posted at 12:54 pm on December 25, 2009 | leave a comment | Filed Under: Uncategorized | Tagged: | read on

About

The name’s Benny. I am a sentimentalist and an emotionalist; a dying breed of man where sex doesn’t rule their world; love actually does. Borned a perfectionist with a lazy personality, I find myself often in great dilemma with utter dissatisfaction when I can’t bring myself to finish my work. And, it is unbelievably tough for me to conform to the rigidness of this complicated society. Yet, I am not a person who dares to express freely. So, read my blog and judge me (don’t you dare act innocent). I am yours truly.